Just Random Thoughts

I'll start with politics. It has been awhile since I've actually talked about it. While there is a lot of pressure with this year's election, I'm just going to be a little casual about it anyway. I havn't set it in stone who I'm going to vote for. As a matter of fact, before exploring a little more info, I thought about comfortably and confidently to just not vote at all. With how life has gone and how I have summed up my own things to percieve and believe, it would make perfect sense to not vote at all. It is still an option to just not vote at all. I did look up this year's Libertarian candidate. I really could do more research on Gary Johnson, but I basically cut to the chase with some info and may look up more by the election. With how life is presently, I have a few issues of priority. He does remain vague about doing business and with the way he words himself, I could assume the usual cliche's that I have been assuming about objectification. His viewpoint is that he does want the U.S. to improve it's economy and his preferable route is choosing to whatever increases the economy rather than living by strict traditional ideals. I'm sure he doesn't believe in anarchy. I don't think I've ever seen a Libertarian candidate win. If he did win, one of the main facts of the matter is that his political party is Libertarian. Therefore, when being held accountable over any issue, he would be held an accountable Libertarian through the Media, Other congress members, and other people in his party. Of course his party isn't the only thing to be held accountable with, but it is one of the main factors. With how he has his views on the business world, it does seem threatening. There is no symbolism in his personal life that makes my choice. When he did mention his issues in being a Libertarian, they were the main, regular, present, and cliche issues. I was hoping as a Libertarian he would be more stressful of the role in Liberty and the fair balance the political party would bring. Maybe he could be too jaded to recognize how important liberty is and that it has seemed to be fading through the years. I may have a little more political talk later and may put in some 2cents with Obama and Romney, but I just feel like talking about Johnson right now. .....................
Rape.rape.rape. It is a big issue in the media right now. Although I could chuckle anyday over Nirvana's "Rape Me," song, rape is still something I take seriously. Because of the heart of the ocean, I may be shady and not always be personally recognized over matters of rape.
I don't have anything to say about Jon or his drama "as the Jon turns," right now............I am picking up on how some people are putting math together through the media for their dominate perspective. I will only go so far in hearing the thoughts of others. With the baby's father, I have already had my own perspective and have left it at that. With Jon, I can see how some math is being put together through the matrix. I am also taking note of other signs and info. I don't have anything to say that I've already said and the only thing I will mention is my news reporter view that Jon is giving more info in a confirmative way about what he thinks. There are no new emotions to deal with. I still see myself on my own and if anyone right now is claiming that I am with them, I would add them to the rape list. For the record, I know Jon has not physically raped me in person. As for any other sexual crime, I've already had a few things to say and will leave it at that. .......................
Besides my normal daily routines, this week I have done additional things where I have the temporary satisfaction that I need. I've applied to several jobs and different types of jobs. I still have a little financial monthly relief where I can still save some amount of money. The pain is still there where the amount of money I receive is nowhere near comparing to what I would have expected at this point. I'm still mad at the world, mad at the time it is wasted, and angry at the pathetic leadership that seems to intentionally and purposefully have me fall through the cracks (amongst savage crackheads) where my life is the way it is. I still leave myself blameless and don't know what the future holds.

Random thoughts

Today was a flop. Maybe it was because I had forgotton to give people a facebook invite. lol. no. At this particular craft show, I had sold some of my stuff last year. I don't know whether I should take it as being snubbed by this particular community as a whole, or, maybe it is just the bad economy. I will probably skip this one next year............
I was snubbed by a past friend, but didn't mind too much. I had no other choice but to be a little flaky with some people.
I have one more festival to try in November and this one is new as well. After that, it is up to etsy, ebay, and MTC. I'm looking aggressively for more jobs starting now.
Other than present news, there is not a whole lot of other news going on. Well actually, my sister's husband is out of jail and they have been moving this entire week. They will most likely be officially out by today or tmw. So, it is good news. She has a house warming party tmw, but I havn't decided if I will show up or not. I know I really don't have to be there to celebrate............