hmmmmmmm...................
I havn't forgotton about a few things from the past (Savages, Hamilton Relay). If you're not being a prostitute and I sincerely spark your interest, I don't know what it was I did that attracted you. I think you were in 2 rock magazines this month and country weekly. It was either a Rolling Stone or Guitar World that I didn't get in time. But, I did get Revolver and Country Weekly. In Country Weekly, it almost seems as if you could have been a #1 Zero stalker towards me the whole time, or who knows what is really going on with you. Being such a fan of yours, I can't help but not resist the fantasy of either being sent a love package or comfort. Imagination games come and go, but however your company is described, I like it....... A few bits of info on my end..... John A.: I don't like the way he thinks he has me. Chris, I think you know about my snowflake philosophy, but I just don't like the way he thinks he has me. Jon Stewart........ Presently a serious psycopath of mine who I think lives some of his life to get me to commit suicide. Too severe a hate that comes from him.... I'm not understanding the association with you and him and not understanding what his real outlook is in being somewhat involved in my life. I got some clue in "Savages," and I think there are a lot of gaps in my life that I have yet to know about. If you do have a bisexual relationship with him; I don't care to know the details. With how complicating things are between just you and me, things get even more complicated in trying to percieve you and/ or what predatory message you may have to say............. I am curious to hear your new music with Soundgarden and your share with "Gary Allen." Are you really a libertarian? Not sure how I should completely decode the name of "Gary Allen." He kind of looks like Sugar Ray. I just want to fly too and if you were really in my life, I would put my arms around you........ Hunky Dory music confuses me more but maybe it is just a tactic of making me want you more so you can eventually hurt me more. Maybe both you and Jon are on the same mission. I don't like the idea of being "shared" between you and him. I don't see myself as a swinger like that. And honestly, I'm not 100% comfortable in being with a bisexual guy. It isn't necessarily about discrimination but personal preferences of comfort............. You kind of make it sound with Sound Garden there could have been some kind of relationship with "Kim," and maybe I am supposed to assume more in my personal matrix but I don't know how the math would be relevant with the literal person in your life.......... I'm far from being a fan of the Kardashians....... If you are the #1 Zero and you could already know it all about me but want something to know, I'm not sure what it is you would want to know, or if you wanted me to have something to know. I will eventually get around to listening to the new music. Life is hectic and extremely busy but of course you are worth spending some time with.
