I am mostly living on my own planet still. Planet life? Ok and not ok. I am more satisfied on my own planet than making a little more effort to try to settle/conform with others. I'm sure I'm not the only person who lives on my own planet and I give my own personal shout out to other people living on their own planet. While we are all our own aliens in our own way, screw the people who want to screw with and try to make us feel awkward with their alienation games. Pats on the back to all of us aliens.
If I have a Javier right now, I don't know who he is, and I'm still on my planet. A smile to the literal couple anyway.
A lot of thoughts are still about making money and finding a job. I am relieved that one job I have is being a little more flexible in that I can work part time hours if I want to. Am doing. There is another random job coming my way to find out about, but I don't know much about it now. I am back in the regular job search and job application world.
So much on my to-do list. I have a different crafting anxiety now, where I don't have as much production, nor the money nor time. I still have plenty of crafts left to sell, and am still making a few in the meantime. I am going to try 2 summer craft festivals this year, but spring/summer crafts havn't worked out much in the past. I was gearing to work more on the winter festival, but for a reason or another, I am going against some of my aim and not giving up on spring/summer season yet. I hope my gourds sell better this year, and depending on how the job situation works out next year, I might invest more in home decor and gardening. It really depends mostly on the job situation. I can't do it all. I really wish to have a better job.
Netflix. I have had the same movie for like 3 weeks and still yet have the time to watch it. I have been so busy. Because of so many things going on, I just have to wait some things out to organize my time.
It seems like there aren't as many marathons this year, and especially not during the times I think are more perfect to run. I don't know if I want to challenge myself to a 4 mile or not. I only have a certain amount of time. Because of how things have gone, I havn't gotten as many practice runs in as I had wanted to. I can still make it over 3 miles, but I just havn't been able to keep running that distance on a regular basis with the time I have.
So many things on my mind that come and go. There have been times where I think to myself that I could write a blog about whatever is on my mind; but when I do get online to write my occassional blog it has already been forgotten about. I'm already out of things to say. It is back to the regular Sunday. .....
