As The Sarah Turns

I haven't completely caught onto Dale, but I think he cares. I think he gives either a shit or a damn. He just doesn't make it clear enough if or when he fights to get me back...Nascar...I got the other clue who controls this arbitrage. I don't have anything to say to Jon right now. I doubt some guys know my real history; if they did, they would just know to not trust Jon and would be against his dominance and whatever he thinks or says. Recently, I don't think it is going to make a difference anyway whether or not to trust in Jon. I have no comment to make for Jon. I knew there would be some consequences to stripping. While he could look like he wants to comfort me with seeing my truth my way, I don't trust him at all. He is either going to go back into the same lying/loyalty/Gadaffi routine and hate me to death for refusing to be subjected to whatever idiot queen of his he wants to subject me to. (He really could be trying to say something else, but I really don't want to win.) He has already been guilty of some things and he knows what he has already made bad choices. He's not in it for love or my heart. Besides that, he's done too much damage already and I've known I deserve better. I don't know if I will ever have that choice. ... . Besides that is the obvious name of Austin D. Things still aren't clear with him, but I am very cool with the Red Hot Chili Peppers Michigan song. I'll have to dance to that the next time.