Issue of stalking/ tracking watcher

You have me a little confused, but I'll just continue on with one of your main topics today. I know it is an issue that I've talked about before. ...... You talk more about you and your wife. You have the best ideology. ~hmph~ I'm afraid to know if you believe in an open marriage or not. Whether or not there is possessiveness, the ability to trust your partner is the most important. ....... Back to my real life and overall thoughts. I have never been married. Although I can admit the fact that "The Police, Every Breath You Take," can be a major turn on, it isn't always ok for a man to have that role. It isn't ok when he knows that we never made the choice together to take the relationship to a more serious level. It isn't ok when he knows he is the cheater and has the expectation for me to give in as an inferior to the cheat. Besides all of that, I know my life has been unfair for too long. I know I have had no other choice to disassociate some people and stay to myself because I refuse to be lied about. Sometimes people are too ignorant to understand how much they make me scream when they call the shots. Other times, I have intentional predators who would go through any length to make me scream for the way they lie. When I am being stalked, it is like the concept of "choosing," has never existed. People don't understand when they cancel themselves out and reduce their self to nothing because they won't understand the Stockholm or stalker that they are. They keep giving themselves a credit that they don't have while keeping me robbed of my truth. I hate people for not understanding how much they lie and how much they keep trying to put something on me. My real voice gets so suffocated. People try to trick or rig too much. People try to reframe my truth too much and keep me at the butt end of everything. People just don't comprehend how extremely wrong they are and the tyrants that they are. I hate the way I suffer in my innocence and the way people want me to conform to their nigger games. I'll always like the Canadian I am better. Anyhoo, that is my take on some of the torment in my life. The credit people never had.