As the Sarah Turns: It's all in the head

hmph. All in the head. I'll start with David. I've never seen the movie "Sleeping with the Enemy," but that probably seems to be our best title by now. It isn't that I've never noticed the good things about David. I hate it when "It's a small world," applies to celebrities as well. I hate that I have no other choice to see him as just another conquestial terrorist who is just not going to give up. It really is a good thing that he would be into the French Montana song "Pop That," in the head, but the mess is still there. When I have to be a drama queen, I have to be a drama queen. While my drama queen probably does embarrass David, I'm embarrassed too, but I could never be ANY OTHER WAY. When I have enemies I have enemies and a lot of my enemies are indescribable pigs who have no common sense or shame about it. My enemies have always been the ones to stalk and control me. I couldn't stand the totalitarian barbaric, controlling dead giveaways they were and WHEN THEY HAD THE FURTHER NERVE TO PUT THEIR FOOLISHNESS, CORRUPTION, STALKING VIOLENCE, LIES, TRICKS, BULLSHIT, JUDGEMENT, AND PIGGISHNESS ON ME. MY ENEMIES ARE DENSE WITH NO COMMON SENSE. You would think that those people would at least recognize the criminal, pig, or psychotic totalitarian they were but they shamelessly don't. In Rob's case, I know he is only one juggernaut share of some of Bob's arbitrage. I more than understood the threat that it was, and yes MORE POWER TO MY SEXUAL WILL TO CARE. While Rob has not yet had the nerve to be the sick violent manipulator as others, other arbitrage has. They put the worst rape on me when I refuse to be controlled or damned by a totalitarian's terrible tyrant marks. While I may not immediately go fuck a man in spite of their damnation of my sex, "Pop That," is still me marching to he beat of my own tune. And they made the worst arrogant rapist out of me because I wasn't going to be subjected to the murder of my sex. I'm not taking back the other ugly things I said either. I hate being fucked with BY THE SAME DENSE AND ARROGANT FUCKTARDS. David, if you really are out to be part of their totalitarian gang rape, I wish you would just say what your problem really is and why you would continue to stalk and pursue me. WHAT IS UP DAVID? You have to be more than just suckered into my sex. It matters that you are, but if you are a clear enemy with a bad intention, being suckered into my sex isn't going to be enough for me. I need someone who is with me and on my side. I can't stand being threatened anymore. ........... Collin Cowherd, I know you are around, but when trying to get over someone, I don't always instantly get over someone and just let things happen. It is nice of you to be here for me, but the timing still isn't right for me. I really have nothing more to say to you over anything right now.