The Sentinel

Man that was a crazy movie. I'm not big on horror movies, even the ones way back in the day. was that the 70s 80s? I guess the earlier ones are a little less horrific, but "The Sentinel," still got a scare out of me. The ending had one freak show after another, so because of that and waiting to see what would really happen, the terror lost some of its terror. I didn't like the ending at all. Her life was the result of a random bad choice in unknowingly picking a haunted house to live in. I don't mean to bash on nuns too much and have nothing serious against them. It was the fact she had to finish the rest of her days disturbed, blind, and alone. She could have been married and had a normal life hadn't her heroic fiancé go chicken shit on the priest. The poor guy; he was really trying to be her hero. That whole ending was so freakish. ............ In another route, you making fun of the way I talk in my sleep? With you and occasional others who watch me from time to time: I don't know if it is drones, satellites, some kind of camera or telepathy where some crazy connections are made, but I have still yet to understand what it all is and how the telepathy works. I really have high anxiety sometimes Jack, and I don't take you joking around with me too personally. Sometimes it is terrible blind siding tests and interrogations where I'm too weakened to take it, and other times it is real stresses and anxieties. I'm glad the way you have been recently in my mind; it feels like such a utopia. It was weird the way I wasn't feeling well today. I didn't think I had that much to drink last night, but I felt hungover all day with a headache and feeling a little nauseous. I'm coming off from all of my cold medicine and some of it hasn't completely flushed out of my body and probably had the side effect with the alcohol.... I don't mind talking about some of my emotional well-being too much. I have a few reasons to be sad/angry/depressed, but I wouldn't consider myself a completely depressed person. I couldn't describe myself as Kevin Gates "I don't get tired," song either, but I'm a busy person who keeps mostly busy. I wish I could be at home more with Mitzi, but I have to keep myself moving and financially productive. I'm hoping to reach a better satisfaction soon towards reaching my goals and getting ahead. Anyhoo, I hope things are well on your end. I'm sure you're busy and still have some wonder to what is going on in your neck of the woods. Have a goodnight! xo