Random Thoughts: Things going well, things going bad

I think I will start with the bad and get my most recent anger off my chest. Something I have already known: Some chauvinistic men are vengeful, wrathful, and there is nothing you can do to beat them or do about it. I hate the way I've had no other choice than to make a large number of enemies throughout the years. When I have no other choice, I have no other choice than to make an enemy. It wasn't that I ever wanted so many haters... Anyway, I was extremely scolded and yelled at when I went to Wal-Mart today and let Mitzi wait in the car. I mean I was yelled at and scolded to molestation. Whether or not he was intentionally being vengeful; I wouldn't be surprised if the woman he was with had a boob job. (I had yelled at Muir a few months ago because he was another sadist of a man who wasn't going to come off of wanting me to get a boob job. I've already had my several fits about it and it is just sick and mean with the way some men don't come off of me with my breast size and other piggish things. Because Muir was continuing to attack me; I threatened his paternity and questioned whoever he thought he could be as a dad and as a spouse. His expectations are not what I'm looking for in a man and child rearing. This is all an explanation of a prior story to this present story). I didn't look at the woman in the car with the guy in the Walmart parking lot at the time and I didn't think to look. While I have my own personal assertions and choices of life, it isn't that I mean to rip on a mom with a boob job so much. While I rip on the wife beating pig of a man the most, it's not to the assumption that I mean to be the woman's lesbian either. (I've just heard too much of the wife beating chauvinists and I know the way they typically think.) Anyway that's what the Walmart parking lot guy gets for scolding me with that severity: "a molested juvenile woman." If it was his intentional revenge "That's what you get for just not getting the fucking boob job you fucking fuck sack." I didn't even fight with him in this scene, whether or not he was provoked by my mostly expressionless silence, but he did escalate and even look like he was going to ram his truck into my car when leaving the lot. What do men expect when they act like a pig or put a woman in a corner in certain ways? You just can't win with a man who is always going to be a vengeful chauvinist. There are certain men I already know are like that and I will always be screaming in my silent disgust. ….. Now that the bad is over, there are at least some good things going on right now too. There are still other random bad things, but that first was a severe trip up to my sense of peace. Anyway, I finally got my tax return last week and it has brought a lot of relief in my life. I received more money than what was originally expected. It took longer, but I guess I can say it was worth the wait although I was strapped for cash a month prior and had no other choice than to ask my parents for money. I had my little shopping spree but it isn't entirely over. I'm taking it slow in spending and balancing out my bills and figuring out what I want to spend my money the most on. While the thought of going to Florida makes me a little uneasy, I still have a mindset on going to Florida and Disney World with Mitzi. We didn't go on vacation at all last year and really need one. The thought of not having to work as much and having extra money available was another nice thought too although there would be no nice vacation. … I also started with Zoosk. I'm still not entirely ready with enough time to start the dating scene, but things have started anyway. I have a little bit of a peace of mind. I kind of wish I would have chosen eharmony but I only signed on to Zoosk for a month so far. It isn't that bad. I think it is a little more superficial than eharmony. More than half of guys have a decent profile that says things about their self, but other guys are very brief and want their pictures to do all of the talking. I've only been using it a couple of days now, and unless a guy keeps his conversation going, I skip the ones who don't have much written in their profiles. … I finally got myself a garage I've been needing too. My final urge was over the bike I got Mitzi for her birthday. I definitely needed the storage for my crafts and other things. I don't want my apartment to look to junked up. It is another expense but not too much of an expense. I'll eventually get a bike to add on to it all too. I've yet to have the time to transfer the rest of my storage yet and I'm still anxious to teach Mitzi how to ride her bike without the training wheels. But finally getting a garage is a big deal in a good way. My refund has done some wonders. I finally get to decorate my apartment more too. I plan on ordering pictures after I'm done with this blog. good things bad things. I felt like sharing.