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Some random thoughts.
Howard Stern. How do I go about approaching this guy. Dangerous. Some fear, but not total fear coming from me........ Maybe Chris Cornell is supposedly a bait to Howard's fish hook or fish net and Howard gives himself the credit anyway..... Howard has done a few bad things against me but my sixth sense has noticed something good he has done..... I'm sure he could have possibly included me in more gossip that I havn't a clue with....... how to go about approaching Howard.............stumped......
Howard, I see you, yourself as a double-edged sword. The amount that I am accepting with what you're talking about is a double-edged sword with the reputation you have had. I'm sure you're a sex symbol by now. Anyone's reaction could be used against me with the type of source you are as much as it could be used for me. Nonetheless, I'm still not a slave, but I'm sure you understand what source type means.
Howard, I'm sure he knows the things I am not naive about in systems and structures. While I may have my own uncertainties of who could be talking to who or whatever name game is going on, some men, most likely Howard will probably assume all math and conversation is 100% correct. Whether or not a guy cares about accuracy or the integrity of truth is not always going to be a fact of his matter. Some guys just have their impossible dominance and that is that. I consider myself to have been anorexic and standoffish to some of Howard's name games and conversation. The most current piece of news Howard is in seems to be involving arbitrage with a number of women in Kelly Clarkson's story. I could be wrong, but I sense an evil backwardsness going on with a chauvenism. To the arbitrage number of Kelly connected women: "Hey girls, let's all huddle up here and see you all have the same problem." In other words, it is as if all blame goes back to Kelly's arbitrage. There must have been some kind of judgemental story going on amongst the girls where all these girls are the ones who are responsible for the sexual harassment karma they experience. While Howard does actually condone Clive Davis, there seems to be more to the picture than meets the eye. Like I said, I could be wrong. Maybe Howard has 100% total attempt in being a white knight. As for making peace with other women amongst Kelly's arbitrage on my end; it isn't happening. I feel insulted with how he wants to simplify my side of the story and ~"get over some sexual abuse and run along and lets all be happy friends again."~ Howard could be ignorant, or maybe he really is being simple minded. Unless he is a Gadaffi putting a gun to my head threatening for me to run along and get along again, I don't feel the need to run along and get along again.
In another different perspective mindgame with Howard, lets treat the person to person- me to him conversation that it is. Howard, it is awful that he would degrade me like that. There are two men right now that I could see you as identifying with him. Both are pretty obvious, especially Denny Williamson. Howard, I obviously have a more serious problem with the authority of it all and some "rightly" delegated authority people have been given to be judgemental, call shots, and say it is ok for their sexual abuse and sexual harassment. Denny really does think that it is ok to sexually harass me the way he does. I have a number of sexual harassment problems. He is one of them, but there still are other ones that exist. Besides being upset at just his sexual harassment; I have been waiting a long time to see what is wrong with higher authority than him. People don't like the concept of responsibility at all, but when will people ever get over either their vanity or own personal pet peeves and see a problem for what it is and do what is right? Why would some authority ever be so corrupt or even last that long? I do see myself as living in a lot of terrorism. I don't know how high up some power goes with some people and how many other people could be being affected by the poor leadership that I've had to suffer, but when will anything ever seem the slightest bit safer or ok'd comfort again? When?

I can't see what is going on in the mind of half of my predators and why some people hate me the ways they do. I remember making a simple statement a long time ago with: Why would some men want to rob a woman of her confidence? I really do feel a backwards burn because of the people who have been too arrogant or confident for me whether it be intentional karma or not. I could rephrase it and I've already asked the other questions: Why do some men hate me so much? wtf is your problem? What have I ever done to you? Instead of a man's mindset being stuck in their own chauvenistic domination game barbarianism of eye for an eye of being too arrogant or confident, simply the question: Why are you being the way you are being? Or, one of the other substitute questions.

Lost in space....