Clocks clocks clocks

Well, I bet you like some of the shallowness...... I could tease you with your own song of clocks...... Do I want to stay shallow or this this an Olga Little Bottom challenge? Do you want me to stay shallow and just keep it as it is. confusion never stops. How dare I have a one night stand? How dare I and be responsible for all the arbitrage that comes with it... I am seeing some obvious people around who do make themselves the center of attention..... Of course there is more curiosity at all the guessing. I don't know what kind of marriage you are in and how your marriage really goes. I don't feel comfortable asking a lot of questions and what and how some what's really are..... I don't know who my baseball player is supposed to be; he looks like he could be two ppl. I consider myself an emotional mess right now. You know what? I have not seen Les Miserables, the new movie. I have seen an old version and read some of the book, but I did not watch Les Mis. And, in Moulan Rouge, while there is not the entire truth in my life, I feel some of the anger screaming out of me. I'm not taking the cold/cough I have too seriously, but I see some other signs right now and fuck the terrorism of it. Fuck people who are seriously psycho in playing terrorist games with fate. Maybe I'll somehow tattoo or superglue a diamond to my little bottom. That is right, piercings exist. lol. not being too serious about the symbolism either but it would be funny if my madness took me to the limit of getting a diamond piercing in my butt. Diamonds are a girls best friend. Not completely sure what is going on with Tom. It is so far short lived, but my heart is just there. I feel like I am trying to rip myself away but it is hard to accept the fact that I'm not over him. I question if I do hurt him and it hurts if I do (when I intentionally try) or don't hurt him (because I know its going to burn me more). It is like I can't move a muscle and I can't sit still at the same time. Am I seriously a top treasure of his or does he just want to torment me for his own reasons? (I know he can only be the one to answer that) Do you and him have some kind of rivalry or competition going on? How are we all being connected together? I still like Barella but unsure of the vibes. I have several interests at once and just don't know enough info.