Mr. Obvious

I know you're watching me.....I'm sorry I don't know your name. ... hmmmm. ok. So, I talk to the arbitrage in my life sometimes. I never said that it was always clear... You do look like Jack a little but I never meant to take anything too personal with you. Bit you some. You have a little bit of an unfair aggression and if I were to read your mind, I would guess you were giving yourself a lot of credit and looking at me with: "what's a man to do?" I do find you to be attractive and obviously so. I have a lot of men in my life who are my problem and the most common problem you look is another player who wants to play. I'm a bit of a Don Draper in my own right. I can be snobby at times. I seriously keep a lot of my drama and thoughts to myself. I don't let a lot of people in. My sense of independence greatly matters to me. While I can't put the movie "wicked" on you as I can with a certain few men in the arbitrage; I guess I could say I felt a little threatened by you. But, I personally was meaning to mind my own business with you and Paris specifically as a couple. She seems to be playing a certain number of men and I hear she has an official boyfriend, but if I have any point with Paris, I'm seriously not out to make a friend of her or get close with her. I don't like the way she feels the need to butt in some of my business. I don't like the way she sometimes gets a little too dominate or controlling either. A lot of it is from a distance and I plan on wanting to protect the distance. .... I don't believe you are fully gay either. If you're going to be called "gay" I would call you bisexual. I'm sorry I don't know your name Mr. Obvious. You have your own abstractness in some of the arbitrage and you probably did pierce me in some of it. I don't know if you are one of my "death eaters," but maybe you could want to fill my mind with lots of doubt, possible lies, attacking words, and reasons to be depressed. I don't always know where something comes from. I'm obviously in a weakened state of being and I don't want to be played right now. I'm more of the serious type overall. You look mad but please be gentle. .... ~fading and knowing I can't entirely disappear ~ ............