I just can't

personal secret msn pop up ad I could assume is from the coach......"Constant fatigue is a warning sign," "People in heavy CC debt are in for a big surprise" Someone could want to corruptly use someone as a blackmail in their forced judgement of a "CC debt," or that threat could be something to be looked over and irrelevant. SOME THINGS ARE NEVER SPELLED OUT ENOUGH. There is real life literal debt AND OTHER THINGS I'D BE DEAD BEFORE I'D EVER BE "INDEBTED," TO SOMEONE WRONGFULLY. Let's suppose I didn't get that debt thing at all, the entire world revolves around you with no blocks, and you seriously were saying to me: "Seriously Sarah, I'm warning you what I really want from you." Now, I'm finally mad because not only are you married, but I seriously can't tease or provoke you that much more. No more pulling at your Pinocchio! I'm so horny and I just can't test it anymore! Maybe it is better that I nip my puppy crush in the bud quicker and just get over it all quicker. I have toughed it out the whole time, and I can only keep making whatever I keep getting the same way I have been getting it. Nothing further than that. I know I've been shamelessly tested after saying no and have been a little more forced than usual. I'd rather say that I know that I've said "no." But there it is: A more forced resistance from me to you. I'm not even going to bet anymore whatever happens from this point. I'm in a little bit of angst right now but I will be fine if my life stays the same.

Random Thoughts

While it still isn't good that there is bad spring weather this weekend at the home show; the coordinators allowed me to set up shop in the larger building center. I was kind of excited about setting up my new canopy with all of the gidgets, but I get to save time and have better chances at making a sale on the inside. good news for me. They said it actually might be snowing this weekend at Deep Creek. I knew it was going to rain, but snow? This is my first festival of the spring season, and my first spring festival in a few years, I'm so anxious and excited to see how things will go......My schedule is more off whack this week and next week, but I'm excited for the things I have planned for. In my busy-ness, I'm still too busy and have too much to plan for. I technically don't have time to write this blog either but it is what I do to de-stress sometimes. .... Drama. Most of the time, I look before I leap to the best of my capability, but I seriously didn't know the coach was a married man. He hit on me first. I'm not going to make it a serious bickering competitive case though. I'm kind of brushing myself off, walking away, and looking back a little. I'm back to square one in my eyes and I'm ok. I at least got some message across and gave myself some kind of voice. I may be flirting with the Pens again, but I'm taken aback and shying away... Crafting projects to complete and get ready for.........