I just can't

personal secret msn pop up ad I could assume is from the coach......"Constant fatigue is a warning sign," "People in heavy CC debt are in for a big surprise" Someone could want to corruptly use someone as a blackmail in their forced judgement of a "CC debt," or that threat could be something to be looked over and irrelevant. SOME THINGS ARE NEVER SPELLED OUT ENOUGH. There is real life literal debt AND OTHER THINGS I'D BE DEAD BEFORE I'D EVER BE "INDEBTED," TO SOMEONE WRONGFULLY. Let's suppose I didn't get that debt thing at all, the entire world revolves around you with no blocks, and you seriously were saying to me: "Seriously Sarah, I'm warning you what I really want from you." Now, I'm finally mad because not only are you married, but I seriously can't tease or provoke you that much more. No more pulling at your Pinocchio! I'm so horny and I just can't test it anymore! Maybe it is better that I nip my puppy crush in the bud quicker and just get over it all quicker. I have toughed it out the whole time, and I can only keep making whatever I keep getting the same way I have been getting it. Nothing further than that. I know I've been shamelessly tested after saying no and have been a little more forced than usual. I'd rather say that I know that I've said "no." But there it is: A more forced resistance from me to you. I'm not even going to bet anymore whatever happens from this point. I'm in a little bit of angst right now but I will be fine if my life stays the same.