Random

I still don't have the time to write a blog, but I think I will anyway. There is still so much going on and I am on edge running around like a chicken with it's head cut off as I knew I would. While sorting and packing through some of my things, I found some sensual massage oil I didn't remember I had. ooooh la la. The furniture situation has been very frustrating but getting settled in will have a couple of extra days added to the time frame. There is other random furniture and décor that I'm going to have to buy one to a few pieces at a time. Still moving and looking forward to it. My dog is actually a larger project than I thought. Not only is it difficult to get a license for him, but I'm still working on getting a dog walker or having him wear dog diapers through the day. I have a little bit of an allergy to him too which I'm a little upset over. I have a lot of random things to buy for him. I think moving the toys is going to be one of the other nightmares. Mitzi is still attached to her baby and toddler toys and will probably have her fits to throw when we're not bringing all of her toys and stuffed animals. She has way too many stuffed animals. Not all toys are as easy to pack either. golly gee. Speaking of some of that, while it might be too much to say: I really have the baby blues. I really want another baby. While it wasn't the right timing for Mitzi and she wasn't planned, right now is not the best time just yet either. I don't have an official man yet, and seriously have to have the extra support emotionally and financially. I also have to wait to get insurance and just more baby ready. When having kids, I didn't want the ages so far apart. Mitzi is already 5. If I get pregnant again and depending on how soon I get pregnant, she will definitely be 6 by then and hopefully not 7. I get sad because it seems Mitzi's younger years have already past too quickly. I'm really emotionally feeling the baby blues though among other emotions and anxieties. I really don't know what I'm going to be doing in the next year or two jobwise. I could stick with the same job for at least another year or more, but havn't decided what other part time job or even full time job to look for. Some stay at home online jobs are a little more complicated than others. I really think I want it, but have some hesitation. I like being a homebody, but don't know if it would ruin it with too much time at home. There is just too much to do in Pittsburgh for me to know I'll be home all of the time. I'm wondering if I will have enough space with all of the stuff I have. I'm sure I will manage but not sure how. So much to do yet. I think I'm done packing for the day, but behind on crafts and other random to do's on my list.