Just Random

This past weekend was a nightmare and just that. Sprightly Finesse didn't do as well as what I thought it would either. I had an entire Saturday at one of the better malls in Pittsburgh. A few malls, especially the one in Baldwin, are severe ghost malls that were once 2 or 3 stories with now only 2 or 3 stores. I thought the location I had would have been the best location that I have had yet, but I have really sold more with less of an expense. One thing I have been selling less of altogether are my higher quality scarves. I am pondering with how much it has to do with the way they are displayed. When I had them on the table; the scarves sold much better. Ever since I've put them on racks, I haven't had as many sales. I'm thinking of going back to adding on another table, but it is a pretty tough choice. I have too many scarves for just one table, and if I were to find a way to organize and display them on the table, I am going to have to purchase more of the display accessories where my mind just can't think with how I will fit all of those scarves on one table. I could always keep some in back stock until some sell, but I'm not crazy about that thought either. I'm going too much into detail with my committee board meeting of Sprightly Finesse and the details aren't necessary. I'm just frustrated with how much more of a skilled knit my scarves are than before but they sold better in their earlier years... It is such a big task to browse and search for another crafting event and I haven't decided if I will browse, or just wait until the next year comes around...……. Man drama. Francisco keeps himself a questionable man and hasn't opened up enough or gotten closer. He has had a recent visit in the head despite a few more boats coming around and I stay frustrated with whoever keeps choosing the boat traffic in my Bermuda. They come in my islands and waters on their own. I don't like the uncontrollable feeling with the boat and plane traffic. God save me. Anyway, whether it is just me or he is playing me with someone, he is keeping me included in the arbitrage. I'm still disagreeable to the mystery and unfairness of it. I have a strong feeling that Francisco isn't as random as he looks and he must have said or done something very damaging against me and is a typical conquestial guy about it. He could be another terrible McGuyver who doesn't want to understand and just wants me to succumb to his popularity contest and fascism, but he is too mysterious and quiet. I know nothing for sure with Francisco. He still tugs on me. Francisco I love you too and wave goodbye as I know I will be going out this weekend to throw myself to the wind. I don't know whether or not I will go home with some random stranger, but I will make myself look very single and available. You make no sense to me, I make no sense to you Francisco. I don't know why we aren't bar hopping or clubbing together and going out as couple should. As long as I am the single and lonesome woman I am, my ship is setting it's own sail. goodbye I love you too goodbye. bon voyage.