Lost in Space

It has been years since I've seen movies on a regular basis. I see one every so often. While I have had some fun in wonder and toying with the imaginations of whatever writers, some sure have an awful and very questionable imagination. I haven't liked all the movies and especially the ones I've been made to feel paranoid with. One thing I wish I had sometimes was a person who had all of the inside info and sat down and explained to me what everything was supposed to mean and help me make sense of things. Some story lines themselves I can't make sense of and the story lines aren't always made to be made sense of. When it comes to making it personal with me, I see some kind of Stockholm/ kidnapping in it where a person or writer is wanting to express some kind of dominance and cause me to be in some kind of fear or paranoia. I get just as mad at movie writers as I do just about anyone else when being stockholmed. Besides being in some danger of seeing a movie, I could be in more danger with having an actual person help me make sense of a movie, but as long as the person was on my side and said something to my benefit, I wouldn't mind someone explaining what a person's information was supposed to be. …. In more specific terms, the movie I watched last night with a new guy I'm seeing was "Replica" with Keanu Reeves. Amongst many other people and situations, I'm still isolated with Keanu and his arbitrage and whatever it is supposed to be, but I do not think Keanu likes me. I think he hates me while having some kind of attraction to me. Of course I can't explain this to my guy. I don't expect him to be a know-it-all with all of the movies and writers and have never expected any guy to, but it doesn't change the fact that I feel isolated and don't know how to make sense out of everything. I didn't like that the one little girl "Zoe," looked a lot like Mitzi in the movie. Am I being shown several different terrorisms at once? Am I the only person that gets some kind of terrorism is there? Why and how are people getting away with a message of terror like that? I just don't know how to make sense of it and besides it being a literal sci fi movie that is just made up, it's like someone's worst imagination keeps itself admonished anyway. Someone's savage cannibalism. Someone's worst imagination not just being seen by me, but by a large crowd who views it. What sense is there to make of everything?