Wednesday, December 1, 2010

lots of them

Surprise surprise more rumors going around

In my dilemma I direct the blame more to a class issue than accurate accountability. I'm poor; to have honest and fairly accounted judgement against the wealthy is not something I would see as being possible.
So, when I brush off additional demonization and condemenation, people may have a slight understanding why. Can't please everyone. Of all the things to be ridiculed harassed and pigeon-holed with, at least this time it will not be over feeling too guilty.

I'm not sure and have no comment concerning this posting:

<a href="http://video.msn.com/?mkt=en-us&amp;from=sp&amp;fg=shareObject&amp;vid=8914f19d-9276-4024-bfdb-a1d2440f451f" target="_new" title="Man creates viral video love letter for girlfriend">Video: Man creates viral video love letter for girlfriend</a>

I think what is more obvious is a plotted ridicule. However, I thought it was cute and enjoyed the entertainment.

I did enjoy this one and it was definitely more obviously directed at me:

http://msn.careerbuilder.com/Article/MSN-2456-Workplace-Issues-12-Traits-of-a-Great-Boss/?SiteId=cbmsnhp42456&sc_extcmp=JS_2456_home1>1=23000

To be a further translator: The guy feels imprisoned by my criticism of how to be a boss. And, he may feel guilty either for the way he has bossed me in the past or he feels guilty altogether in taking an entitlement where he should be my boss. Instead of taking it too hard, he is strong to have fun with it and create a story over it. In the end, I think he compares me as a female version of Will Ferrel. I like Will Ferrel, and everyone is entitled to their opinion, but I prefer not to be viewed as him. I'm sure he has a serious side, but I think there are rare instances that he is probably taken seriously. I like to be taken seriously and maybe even nerdy and/or conversationally backed up. I like to have fun; but I'm not out to have fun all of the time.
The thing I worry more over is that I think it is down to two definite people and I fear that I may guess the wrong person.
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I recieve a lot of hate and harassment that I don't always talk about. I don't like to give credit or a lot of acknowledgement to people who hate on me or give serious threats.
At work though, it seemed like an obvious set up call where my workplace might have not been responsible. With some people in my life I think there are endless possibilities. Anyway, I made a call and on the other line that was even an 800 number, there was an eventual silence where I could barely hear someone breathing in silence on the other end. It was definitely meant to be terrifying and honestly I was but that does not mean I will let the terror dictate me. I was very rude back to them and hung up on them. I spoke a little to the other caller at the same time.
To further my thoughts, with some words that were used, I assume maybe they were symbolizing feelings with me. But, it wasn't clear with directives.
On one end, they were either bad with math and wanted to accuse me of being responsible for slave labor.
On the other end, they were mad that I am mad against slave labor.
I did not quite get it, it was only meant to be terrorizing.

I did the usual and sometimes write things by myself (knowing I'm being watched) and made a couple of comments.
The comment I feel the need to bring up and say in simplest of ways is that I think free will and free choice is more important and a higher priority than nature or systems. Some people get so closed into their thinking it seems that they forget what free will means with all of the pigeon-holing. And in an additional as usual, there should always be a reason and balance, and intelligent and mature management when it involves some issues. I definitely think free will is more important and it brings about another importance which is having good judgement. Life is not always fair, that is the other puzzling dilemma and I do not want to spend any more time in discussing my personal life or further opinion in a side trail of being fair.
But in an endless conclusion, free will and free choice should be more important that nature and system.

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