Yes, once again a day for a lot of thoughts. ......
I'm on a break right now; I picked up some overtime hours for word and have some spare time. The holidays really aren't bad to pick up overtime in this time of my life. It's actually more of a convenience. I'm already broke; most places are closed anyway where I may actually be in need. So, it isn't bad to have an excuse to not stress over bills and other things because it is the holiday season where everyone else is busy with their holiday time anyway.
I am always looking for ways to be content, but I still will not settle where I am in life right now. I still think about a future, but being so vulnerable; I do not want to make any solid plans right now because it is a cruel world. Some people would go through any lengths to make a person miserable. Speaking of, I still get sexually harassed and assaulted from time to time. It is done in a corrupt way where law cannot officially go through its legal system. Still, just because law can't justify or define it; it does not mean that sexual crimes cease to exist. I really don't give much satisfaction, and moreso, a natural realness of homicide. Some people may actually read it; some may not get it at all. Anyway, it is one major problem to have to deal with.
Speaking of problems, this is one good example of a pig:
EU refuses to ban denial of communist crimes
http://rt.com/politics/european-commission-communist-crimes/
Some people really are accepting and do not mind communism. It works for the people as a whole, and some people feel a little more satisfied in that.
However, I'm not one of those people. Not only do some people have no shame with communism; they even have the nerve to say that criticism: positive or negative, should not be criminalized. In layman's terms it is like a Nazi bitching because a Jew victim recalled years later of his complaints of a Holocaust. I think they even do use the Holocaust as an example. Now, that is what a pig is.
As angry as I get at the U.S. one of the ammendments I will never forget (even though this ammendment is sometimes not even considered, regarded, and even neglected), is FREE SPEECH. There is a list of other freedoms, but in the present time, even though it is a U.S. declaration, it doesn't really seem that way at all. But, when I try to think positive thoughts or say something nice about our country, I can at least say that it was an ammendment that was written in history whether American law is taken seriously or not.
I don't have any plans for the holiday. I don't even know if I am going to get any Christmas presents. I didn't get anyone anything, so I won't take it hard at all if I don't get anything. I don't expect anything. I at least am already working, so I don't have to worry about figuring out what to with my time on Christmas eve. I'll have to figure something out though on Christmas day with the scant budget I have.
Speaking of free speech, yes, there are some things that are far from appropriate and some things that should be strictly for mature audiences. But, forgetting about my own offenses, and things that offend other people, I put an older mixed cd in my car today and cruised to. I really love to freely listen to good music and cruise around. Despite some past serious drama; people who hate because they want to; and me being paranoid of homicidal religious extremists, I still like the literal musical sound and even wildness (in human to human sense) of this song:
HILARIOUS VERSION
I just had to share it.
Nothing else going on. I hope to hear from the guy I'm dating soon. He even labeled us as dating!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!! so, I hope to hear from him soon. He better call me.
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