Today's Thoughts

Well, actually there is a lot of news out there.
Someone wants to play Dr again and tell me how to live. I think I'm going to be a purposeful selective listener. This is the only thing I'll listen to:
http://jobs.aol.com/articles/2010/12/10/10-careers-mostly-likely-to-make-you-depressed/?icid=maing%7Cmain5%7C6%7Clink4%7C30736

The list could go on for reasons for me to be depressed even when it is outside of careers. It's funny though because every single place I've worked, one of the jobs is on the list, even in my own B.S. degree.
I still consider myself to have years ahead of me. I'm working through my financial situation in the patient time I have. But I've already decided, during this time where I am limited with my finances, there is only so much that I can do. Even artists are in this category. I don't mind spending times in creating crafts. It is a hobby that really isn't that bad. I'd rather do that than do other things with my time with the limited amount of money that I have. It's not really anything that can tie me down to a particular place. There will always be craft shows elsewhere, so if I ever do move it is something I can take with me. I like to learn additional skills and realize the limits that I have with money in getting supplies.
There are plenty of other dreams I would like to fulfill. In the meantime, this is what I do within my financial limits.

I havn't heard from my newest romance yet, so I'm just going to take my time and see how it works out and just be patient and cool.

But, I did have a wierd coincidence. I havn't even been watching Jimmy Fallon, and he has even had a current song with Paul McCartney with scrambled eggs. It's funny that I gave that title to my last blog. I wasn't even talking about McCartney, but I wonder what he is thinking with what I wrote. He could be connected, but I wasn't necessarily directing the "Paul," character at him. But, it is pretty funny.
Yes, I made a comment a good while ago when talking to someone about car language. Maybe he is making jokes and jabs at me for what kind of car I said I was when telling a story. I don't know, but he's happily carrying it on.

Then Angelina. Angelina has enough fame and movies to brag about for a lifetime. I feel a little sorry with how they come across with her not being the number 1 movie, but I'm sure she is smart and mature enough to know that people will not always be the constant number 1 at everything. She probably has a lot of paparazzi and interrogators so ready to judge her reaction of being the current second best. It's something that will pass. It also depends on how much she invests in caring in her movie career profession. She has plenty of other things going on in her life that I think she'll still be fine.
I do want to see that movie, I'd also like to see Swan Lake. I havn't even seen the second sequel of the Chronicles of Narnia yet. The first one I've seen though really wasn't that bad. I'd want to see the second though before I see the third.

I havn't really been keeping up with up-to-date politics. Of all of the connections I have, politics should probably be first on my list. The thing is, when I think about something, I really think about something before I talk about it. It takes a lot of energy. I'm sure someone else somewhere has me organized in their world anyway to say things. There is just too much going on right now, and I don't feel like getting my energy drained over something I'm not even paid for. I really don't work myself up too much anymore for a lot of things.
I see my reality the way I see my reality, I can be spontaneous, yet I'm not anyone's slave.